iii · to be remembered
behind this door, three more.
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December edition · ships December 5th
Then €30,95 a month. Leave whenever you wish.
what arrives
everything inside a single edition,
one thing at a time.
from the ones already inside
"i lost my brother in march. i could not read. i could not write. the manuscript that came in april was the first thing i read all the way through. i don't know how benjamin knew. but he did."
"i am a therapist. i read about the human condition all day. these envelopes are the only thing that reads me back. i started bringing the ritual cards into my own practice. my own therapist asked where i learned that one."
"i am not the kind of person who buys things like this. i bought it for one month to prove i would cancel. that was three envelopes ago."
"i build software for a living. i spend twelve hours a day staring at screens. the first envelope arrived and i did not know what to do with paper anymore. i sat at my kitchen table for an hour, like a person from another century. i have not missed an opening since."
how to open it
when the envelope arrives, do not tear it open. set it down and light a candle, then scan the ritual card and let that month’s song begin.

break the seal and take each piece out one at a time, in the order the ritual card gives you. the order is part of the ritual.

when you reach the letter, read it slowly. if something moves in you, stay with it for a while before you get up.
the archive
each one was sealed for the members of its month. the whole archive brings every one of them to you.

Edition I · March 2026

Edition II · April 2026

Edition III · May 2026

Edition IV · June 2026

Edition V · July 2026

Edition VI · August 2026

Edition VII · September 2026

Edition VIII · October 2026
plainly
yes. avalon is €30,95 a month, and every month a new sealed envelope is mailed to you, until you cancel. the whole archive adds every edition to your first order, with that first letter free. after that, it is the same €30,95 a month.
a signed and numbered fine art print (5.5 × 8 inches), the manuscript of that month’s story, a handwritten letter from benjamin, a book-mark, keepsakes made for that month, and a ritual card with the month’s song. six things, sealed by hand.
avalon is mailed on the 5th of every month. join before december 5th and your first envelope is the december edition. with the whole archive, the editions ship within 3 business days of your order.
anytime, from my avalon in the menu, in one tap. there is nothing to write and nobody to call.
every avalon edition sent so far, 8 sealed envelopes from letters to the subconscious to the winter between us, together with your first monthly letter, free. after that, avalon carries on at €30,95 a month.
yes. avalon has reached 42 countries. shipping is free in the united states and calculated at checkout everywhere else.

the december edition
join before then and it is mailed to you.
Avalon, or the whole archive. One tap takes you back to choose.

a letter, before you decide
you noticed the flowers on the table before anyone else did. you always do.
you remember birthdays, and you ask the second question, the one that means how are you really.
and when was the last time someone did that for you?
when was the last time someone looked at you, only at you, and said: i see how much this costs you, and how beautiful you are while you carry it.
you have made an art of being the one who notices, and it is a lonely art, because the one who sees everyone slowly learns not to expect to be seen.
these letters exist to break that habit.
once a month, an envelope arrives with your name on it. inside there is an artwork, and a letter written to the part of you that no one asks about.
you do not have to earn it or be useful to it.
it only wants to look at you the way you have spent your whole life looking at everyone else.
i love you.
— bv
